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[Mar. 27th, 2006|08:45 pm] |
I recently went out with this chick Jenny. We were dating and just seeing each other but nothing more.
She's fucking insane. Like legit insane. I'm so glad I don't have to deal with her.
I'm a college drop out making ends meet by working at a record shop. Spending days riding my bike and nights getting drunk. My parents are ashamed of me and have stopped helping me financially.
Who would have saw this coming?
In high school I was on the high honor roll and got a 1520 on the SATs.
Now I have nothing going for me.
That's my own fault, but things just haven't been going so well.
The time I spent in the hospital really screwed me over.
A close high school friend of mine died in a car crash a few weeks ago.
I cried for 3 days straight because we had been best friends since 3rd grade and we had planned to go to college together until he got rejected from it. And I regretted losing touch with him. The last I heard about him before he died was that he was serious with Lisa Summers like on the way to the alter serious... Fucking sucks man.
Life sucks but Vitamin Water makes it better. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|02:28 am] |
I've been ill.
Recently i've spent some time in the hospital.
Though it seems bad I am actually very happy right now. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
Is it completely weird that she's going out with a guy that kind of looks like me?
Is it weird that he is also into the same things as me and more or less leads the same lifestyle.
Is it weird that SHES GOING OUT WITH ANOTHER VERSION OF ME?
Siiiigh.... thank you for making me feel like trash.
For those who say guys don't have feelings you are completely wrong.
Having someone you cared so much about go off and see someone else behind your back makes you feel like you did something wrong or was just the wrong person. But that idea just goes out the window when she's going out with another ME.
I can't deal with her. She's dead to me.
In other news this girl at the café is always really nice to me and gives me free scones. Sometimes while i'm reading i'll look up and i'll see her looking over at me and look away.
She's too pretty, why is she looking at me?
Life is too weird. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2005|09:26 pm] |
For the past few months I felt like a waste.
The one amazing relationship I was in faded and disappeared into the ashes of a fire.
I was a complete wreck. I was hurt. But most of all I still missed her.
The course of events made me realize that we weren't meant to be. We of course have others better out there for us. She just wasn't my fit and the same could be same about me. She moved on quick. More like the day we broke things off she had someone else lined up.
I basically fell off the planet after that..
But i'm back. I'm back at school. I miss my boy Dyson and I felt like I wasted the majority of what should have been an amazing summer to her. But i'm back at school and I have Andy and Lianna to keep me sane.
I wish my homelife wasn't so fucked up right now.
I wish I could just forget about everything. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|11:53 pm] |
Soooo the dog I had since I was 13 is now gone.
I can 100% blame my parents on doing this to me while I was away today.
He got loose when my parents put him outside. OBVIOUSLY he'd run.
UHH so I tried getting him back inside or to atleast in the garage... didn't work.
I tried fucking everything and I was going to be late for my job interview and then at one point he tried getting in the car with me and thats when I was REALLY late. I didn't know what to do so I just drove..
And he ran after my car ONTO a busy rode and I almost had a fucking accident but he was running back towards my street and I had previously called my dad to let him know.
So I guess my dad came home and got him...... and now he's gone.
My dad gave my fucking dog away. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|01:06 pm] |
Dyson and I are in the mist of helping Ang build a firepit. HOPEFULLY we can get it done before Zac comes back because I hate that fucking fag and i'd rather get my time of enjoyment in before I feel the urge to beat the shit out of him.
In other news I saw Tegan and Sara. Very amazing! |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
I might go see Sigur Ros. Just need to find someone to come with me.
My dog is sick. She's quite old and my pops is contemplating putting her to sleep.. FUCK.
I'm spending the night at Angela's tomorrow. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
This girl likes me... a lot.
She's 5 years younger than me haha.
It's cute, maybe i'll hang out with her and heighten her hopes. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|01:48 pm] |
I went to Mark's house again for a keg party a couple nights ago. These guys were there and i'm pretty sure I definately missed them while i've been gone. Good to see Will again.
We ended up getting pissed drunk and blasted some Converge in Dan's car as the guys moshed in Mark's driveway. It's a secluded neighborhood and hopefully we didn't piss off too many people. My hardcore days are over but I still had a blast just sitting on the porch with Julia.
I've been listening to a lot of Sigur Ros and it's been putting me in this mood. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|11:03 pm] |
I DONATED BLOOD TODAY
And I have this shirt to prove for it.
It wasn't bad except for the 1hour+ wait today but I ate free food while I waited.
I only took like almost 6 minutes.
My cousin sent me a pair of aviators and I got them in the mail today. Except I left them at Angela's. She wrote a note along with it that she was out walking along the bike path and she found a pair of aviators and decided to send them to me since she forgot about my birthday and since she can't wear them since she wears glasses. What a nice girl. She's awesome and she's only 17.
Kendra told me I should grow a full beard again... just like the one I had in my depressed state a couple months ago. Because she said I looked like a sexy rapist? Yeah that's deliciously attractive.. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|07:47 pm] |
I drove over to Windham and stayed over Mark's house. Man it felt good seeing him again. It was like old times. Sleeping in late and staying out late. We ended up going to the beach yesterday with Erica and Lianna. I had never been there but it was cool I guess. Nothing spectacular. I got burned.
( Beach Pictures )
Monday he had some old buddies come over and we watched the Lord of the Rings trilogy as we got hammered. Awesome seeing Steve again. It was like the Squad Trois all over again. Fucking high school man haha.
I feel like such a traveling slut just driving around crashing at peoples houses because I rather not deal with my parents disputes against each other. Oh well when they aren't fighting I love them.
And last week on Wednesday Angela dragged me into seeing the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants with her. Man its such a chick flick... bunch of females crying.... Angelah being one of them. I lent her my hankerchief that was nicely folded and in my pants to her. THAT BITCH STILL HAS IT hah oh well... yeah so then after we saw that I dragged her to Hooters for some dinner. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
I'm returning to this. So my grandpa passed on a few weeks after my last post. I'm glad he just went away peacefully. It was a hard couple of months for everyone. I went back to school and it helped me forget about a lot of the shit that had happened.
Actually life has been good. Dyce and I are finding an apartment in the city soon because we figure we should just spend out summer in the city. Actually were looking for 2 other people. I think Dyce's gf might move in and that would be awesome she's great.
Ah the stink hole i'm living in currently looks like this
Not really much to say except for the fact that my little sister met Ben Folds. I guess I should have driven 6 hours home and taken her to that damn concert instead of studying for finals WHATEVER. She had him sign a Wendy's napkin for me... so currently its framed over my computer right now. Except there's a small stain on the back since my dumbass roommate Tim didn't think and used it while he ate... only to later find out that that was one bad idea once I beat the shit out of him for doing that.
But it's okay since i've been going down to Cambridge a lot and it was like in January I was walking with Mark to get some food and we saw a bunch of kids throwing snowballs at each other. So we tagged a long and low and behold I nearly crapped my pants when I slipped on ice and some bitch started pummeling me with snowballs... all to find out it was Nathalie Portman. Haha I laughed at the thought that she didn't care. I guess she was around that area for awhile since a bunch of other kids saw her around too. But Mark and I talked to her for a bit before she retreated back inside and we went to go eat some fucking tacos.
Besides that I haven't seen anyone "important". Although I did see a man serving me tacos that looked like Chuck Norris. Carrie wanted to pretend to choke on her taco to see if he'd come save her but then I asked "Since when did Chuck Norris have breasts?". So we didn't follow threw with the plan. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2004|08:17 pm] |
Um yeah. I haven't updated in awhile mainly because I left NU because what's the point of going to college if it's just going to waste my time and money. I don't know but right now I need a break from school. For the past month or from the last time I updated a lot has happened. I found a special lady and moved in with her and I have a job working retail =P. Not the best job but I can buy my clothes for 40% off and it's good hours and i'll take whatever I can to help her with the rent.
Bad news is I found out a week before Thanksgiving that my grandfather has lung cancer. I always knew those cigarettes would come back and do him harm. Yeah I didn't get to see him on Thanksgiving because Michelle's parents invited me over to meet them, and I didn't have the courage to face the fact that my grandfather has a high chance of dying. I'm going to go visit him Wednesday with mom. Doctors have tried chemo and everything but it's spreading too fast to help him. It just makes me sick.
Anyways it might be awhile til my next post. I'm over Dyce's house updating. Man I missed hanging out with him after I went to NU. Dyce and Michelle have been helping me through this tough time. Well I guess i'll get off now since I want to go play some Halo 2 with Dyce. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2004|05:38 pm] |
Fuck yeah so i'm back at school. NU biotch. Well i've been here for a couple weeks but I haven't been able to update. Anyways my computer has been shit and hasn't been working and well I don't feel like paying each month for internet access when I can't even fucking get it on my computer. Then again my dad told me he'd buy me another one to replace my laptop but I don't want to deal with it.
Cameron and I went to a couple local shows at 804noise. Oh and I was walking down the hallway and this door had a modest mouse poster so I decided to knock and say hey. I told them about how I saw Isaac Brock in Boston a couple weeks before and they wouldn't believe me until I told them what an ass he was and stuff haha. Yeah they seem pretty chill. The guys name was Keith and I think his gf's name was like Abbey or something.
I was talking to George last night on the phone and it seems his mom and sister got in a car accident. And he seemed pretty messed up and I talked to him for about 2 hours trying to console the kid. His mom is in intensive care and his sister had a concussion and stuff. But the car got hit on the passenger side and his mom was driving. =/ damn thats a lot to handle.
These girls came up to me and told me while I was getting a coffee that they liked my mohawk. Yeah.. I like to refer to it as my emohawk. Eh its not that big but i've decided to grow my hair out.
By the way glue works miracles. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
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Couldn't sleep last night so I chugged down 3 beers in like 5 minutes then got this wicked bad buzz from it. Haha fucking awesome. Yeah so I got up this morning and went down to the beach house saw Erica and Nathan and Double D was there and we chilled but I still had a hang over so took a nap then came back home. So then last night Dyce, Kimm, and I went out over to Carter Street and theres this cul-de-sac near it so Kimm was a look out and Dyce and I spray painted on the stencil we made. We did this whole vote for Bush and had it crossed out and put pedro on the bottom then we put this stencil of Bush fucking some whanker. Haha fucking awesome since this wicked republican family who supports Bush and we put it right near their house. I hope they like the big surprise. Anyways yeah we were about to get busted cause this car came down the road so we sprinted and hid behind some ladies garden and there were some big bushes and shit so we were safe. Yeah and the car kinda fucked it up but whatever. Alright i'm off my buddy Richie's new album is out in stores. I told him i'd buy it even though he told me he'd give me one for free but hey i don't like to be cheap so i'm going to go grab a copy at best buy. I'm glad he's getting all famous and shit. I'm hoping to meet up with him when I go back down in a couple weeks before school starts. Aiiii i'm out. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2004|11:29 pm] |
Did the usual I brought along Mark and Dyce and we met up with Julia who was going to the Modest Mouse show at the joint. Yeah we couldn't get in cause we weren't of age so we let Julia wait in line. And I went across the street and I turn the corner and I run into Isaac Brock and i'm like ISAAC BROCK! but he kept walking. What a fag. Anyways so yeah Julia couldn't get in either cause they sold out of tickets. So then we all just decided to go into town and head over to Fire and Ice. We had a good dinner there and then we took the sub down went to FYE since I had to check out their renovation and went to Urban to get some of my hipster gear HAA.
I stole this from Brian cause I can.  I forget when I think oh oh wait yeah it was the night Mike's band was suppose to drive up to perform yeah we were waiting around for him. DAAAAAMN fucking crazy bastard on the side of the road tonight scared the crepes out of me. I'm out i'm going to sneak out of my house and meet up with a few other people who are sneaking out. Were going to meet up and do some street art. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2004|12:51 am] |
Update
I've been writing in my xanga alot but now i've come back.. kinda
Grew my hair out.
Got a car.
Got a job.. then quit.
Swimming practice.
Swimming camps.
The usual.
Alright i'm off to Jeff's party he has a keg or something so i'm going to take full advatage of that.
pCe |
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[Dec. 4th, 2003|11:50 am] |
The pinocchio one blew some big nuts so I decided to take that down & put up a simple one. I took that photo graph sometime before November on the way to somewhere when I actually got out of the house. I think it was for food though, so that doesn't really count. In Swim practice today, we played water polo. I didn't expect it to be as fun as I thought it would. I was expecting me to just be sitting (ok, not really sitting since I'm in the water & all) but just wading around in the pool, but I wasn't. A lot of fun. We have an invitational this Saturday @ 2.00pm. I'm pretty excited. Coach put me in some backstroke events/relays & a freestyle or two. He said, I might be swimming the 200 free? I'm not so sure about it, but he must have either: A) Thought I could do it & score some points for us or B) Nobody else wanted to do it. I think B was the answer but hey! who knows? I might actually like it. I'm gonna bring my digital camera & get some cool photos of us goofing off & being jackasses. :D
My mom, dad, & Aunt Cathy took my sister to the ER last night. She was complaining about her hip hurting & such. The doctor said if she was complaining about anything to just take her there because my sister knows what unbearable pain feels like. I'm not sure what they said, but today she went to go get an MRI to see what was the matter. So yeah. When they went in the ER, they saw the exact same doctor who had seen her 1 year before on December 1st. They just looked at each other & I guess just kind of sighed & laughed.
My hair has gotten really long & I'm loving every minute of it. I probably should get it cut soon though for swimming, but hey! What did they make swim caps for anyway? Exactly. Tomorrow, The teacher for video tech will announce the people who he has picked for the class that does Blue in Review. I really hope I get it in. I feel like I'd contribute a ton of work & creative ideas. Plus, I love being in front of the camera and who doesnt wanna see a beautiful, saracstic asshole at 9.15 in the morning everyday! I know I do! |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2003|11:49 am] |
We had our first swim meet tonight. I'm sure who won but I'm pretty sure we did really good though. Maybe 2nd atleast? Who knows. I swam:
200 Medley Relay - 1st event - Swam backstroke, like a 34 :\ Not bad.. but Not good.
50 Freestyle - 4th event - Swam like a 27.58. Pretty good actually, for my first race.
200 Freestyle Relay - 9th event - Swam a little faster than the 27.58.
100 Backstroke - 10th even - Wow, I got destroyed in this one. I was tired from the 9th event!
So yeah. Results from the first swim meet. I'll check later for the results & keep like a tab on them & such. :] I've got some video production project due tomorrow, that I hardly have any done. It's for the application to the class above it. I don't think the teacher is gonna give us an extra day. But I've heard from some other students, that he's given them more "time" or they "talked." Ok? :\ So, maybe I'll talk to him. *sigh* I really like Postal Service. Yeah. I'm done now. |
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